Sravani Kameswari

Lyrics

I’ve been picking scabs along my brain
Trying to make sense of how I haven’t gone insane
Because my head and heart have been in overdrive
My body’s hanging by a thread just to stay alive

So can we sleep under the laundry pile on my bed?
While dirty dishes fill the sink and voices fill our heads?
So try and get your shit together, when you want to forget
Cuz if these are the best years of my life
Do I want to know what’s next?

I hear your empty words screaming left and right
They’re pounding in my ears every goddamn night
And I think I’m crazy for vomiting this song but
Caroline said to write it down when everything feels wrong

So can we sleep under the laundry pile, one more night?
The dirty dishes have been cleaned and that’s a little better right?
So try and get your shit together, when you want to forget
Cuz if these are the best years of my life
Do I want to know what’s next?

I want to see the sun from this house
Wish I had the energy to shout
That the candle’s burning on both ends
The house is set on fire

But there’s nothing left to lose anyway
‘cuz rock bottom’s getting lower with every passing day?

So can we sleep under the laundry pile, one last night?
The dirty dishes have been returned and that’s the last thing on my mind?
Cuz I tried to get my shit together, but I just want to forget
And if these are the best years of my life
I don’t want to know what’s next.